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Jan. 6th, 2006 @ 01:26 pm I havent been on here forever
Current Mood: restlessrestless
H a v e y o u e v e r. . .

01. Fallen for your best friend? lol...once
02. Made out with JUST a friend? yes
03. Been rejected? unfortunately yes
04. Been in true love? not that i know of
05. Been in lust? yes
06. Used someone? never...im not that kind of human
07. Been used? yes it sucks...and makes me cry
08. Cheated on someone? could never even if i tried
09. Been cheated on? of course
10. Been kissed? yea
11. Done something you regret? sort of...i try not to regret anything that happens...but sometimes its hard

W h o w a s t h e l a s t p e r s o n . . .

12. You touched? Thomas
13. You talked to? my mommakins
14. You hugged? my cat, she hissed at me
15. You instant messaged? Thomas
16. You called? Thomas
17. You yelled at? mario
18. You laughed at? Da Nell
19. You had a crush on? Thomas...i suppose, i guess that counts.
20. broke your heart? all the people who broke my heart...luckily...it turned out with me getting the better end

D o Y o u ?

22. Color your hair? yes, however...i should quit...orelse ima gonna go bald
24. Piercings? no
25. Have a boyfriend/girlfiend/both? I have a Thomas
26. Floss daily? er...>.> every night...unless i run out and forget to buy more
27. Own a webcam? theres one in my room...however it is not mine
28. Ever get off the damn computer? sometiems
29. Sprechen sie deutsche? ein wenig...ich habe es besser gelesen als ich spreche es.
30. Habla espanol? si! mucho! todos el tiempe!! yo amo espanol! viva espanol! weee o.O
(Note: Jenny didnt answer the last two...those are Jades answers)

G e n e r a l Q u e s t i o n s

40. Considered a life of crime? I wanna be Catwoman when i grow up
41. Considered being a hooker? no...and i hope i never do
42. Considered being a pimp? well...that WOULD be better than a hooker o.o
43. Are you psycho? teehee...me crazy...never
45. Schizophrenic? i dont think so...however some people have reason to believe i am
46. Obsessive? sometimes
47. Obsessive compulsive? yes
48. Panic? not usually
49. Anxiety? na
50. Depressed? only when im sad
51. Suicidal? no
52. Obsessed with Hate? i hate the idea of hate....the word hate itself makes me quivver
53. Dream of mutilated bodies? not quite however i have had some pretty messed up dreams
54. Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? no but i stole a car once

R a n d o m S t u f f . . .

55. If you could be anywhere, where would you be? somewhere great...better than here
56. What would you be doing? it depends where i am
58. What are you listening to? TV
59. Can you do anything freakish with your body? maybe...but im not gonna tell u
60. Chicken or fish? chicken
61. Do you have a favorite animal, no matter how lame it may be? penguins are cute...i have a purple one named herman

C u r r e n t l y :

62. Current Clothing: Green spitfire shirt...green sweater...jeans...and my brown and white vans
64. Current Taste: cowtail
65. Current Hair: down
66. Current Annoyance: im waiting for the stupid crane to leave so i can go meet muh baabie for lunch
67. Current Smell: umm...whatever my house smells like
68. Current thing I ought to be doing: i should probably be looking over my online class stuff...or going down to alltell and paying my bill
69. Current Desktop Picture: the puerto rican beach
70. Current Favorite Group: oh god i dont know...it depends on my current mood
71. Current Book: gosh...i dont know
72. Current DVD In Player: Wedding Crashers...thomas and i are gonna watch it tonight
73. Current Refreshment: none...but i sure could go for a cold one...pop that is
74. Current Worry: That Im not gonna get to have lunch with T-homis

F a v o r i t e s :

76. Food: depends how hungry i am...but i think ill always love my pickles
77. Drink: green tea...water...diet pepsi
78. Color: green
79. Shoes: either these vans...or the cute little brown flats sammy got me for christmas
80. Candy: twix
81. Animal: penguins...raccoons
82. Movie: mmm...charlie and the choclate facotry...which jade by the way i got...so u need to come watchie
83. Dance: jazz
84. Vegetable: zuchinni...if thats how u spell it

F u t u r e :

85. What do you want to be when you get older? something cool
86: Married? one day
87: Kids?: of course...but not soon
88: Living Where? i dont know

T h i s o r T h a t :

89: Gay or straight?: straight ^.^ but I love gay people, except for when they steal my car
90: Boxers or Briefs/ for who me? i dont wear either...i wear normall panties...teehee...but i like it when guys wear boxers
91: Reading or Writing: depends if im feeling creative or not
92: Basketball or Baseball: basketball
93: Walking or Running?: walking
95: Left or Right?: right!
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Nov. 5th, 2005 @ 06:01 pm Puerto Rican Airplanes
Current Mood: relaxedrelaxed
Current Music: Classical Piano
I went to Puerto Rico last week. yep. I had fun...except my plane ride back was a nightmare from hell. well then again...where else would a nightmare come from...alaska, ireland, africa? who knows....anyways. My flight from San Juan to Boston is where it all began. yes...it was a dark scary rainiy night on october 31st 1872. He came running to me and said someone robbed him of his purse, i couldnt believe there would be someone so heartless as to....*clears throat* oh sorry...wrong story

as i was saying

My plane was supped to arrive in Boston aproximately at 5:26 pm, well it didn't untill about 6:10ish. I had about 15 minutes to get to my next terminal which didn't seem like such a big deal, being that my plane pulled into B12 and my next flight took off from B24. I walked to the end of the terminal only to find that it stoped at B21. I frantically attempted asking airline people how to get to B24. Some of which responded with "I don't know" or "I'm not with US Airways, I can't help you"...finally a security guard, showed me i had to exit security cross a parking garage, and enter security again. Well I went to the terminal...and of course i missed the flight. They had to rebook me...and me being the whip i am started crying...the nice little flight attendant dude felt sorry for me and kept telling me to quit crying, b/c he would take care of me and be my friend. When I got on the plane to now go to New York, the airport was so packed. It took us 45 minutes before we were even able to take off, therefore we got to New York late, and i only had 10 minutes to catch my plane to Raleigh, my little flight attendant dude called and had a bus waiting at the terminal for me, and made sure i got off the plane first and onto the bus which speed around the airport and got me to my terminal just in time. I got into Raleigh oh about 11:30ish...i origionally expected to get home at midnight. I went to go get my suitcase...which believe it or not...hadn't come in yet. I was also starving, b/c i hadnt eaten since like 1ish before i got on the first plane. I drove around looking for something to eat found a 24 hour taco bell. Once I got on the highway...ironically i got lost...and wasted a half an hour. But it was a great trip...when i have more time ill post some pretty pictures of Puerto Rico.
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Oct. 15th, 2005 @ 02:20 am milo
Current Mood: sleepysleepy
Current Music: I need to shave
Okay so it has been an awful long time since I have written anything on the LJ. This being the very next entry is going to sound weird with the last one...i promise im not a whore.

Did you ever meet someone, not expecting them to have any impact on you life. Not thinking you had anything in common with him. Not ever once attempting to befriend him. Assuming he wouldn't like you, therefore not ever giving him a chance to hang out. Then that person walks out of your life...you don't care...it's not like you were friends...you wernt at all close to him...you might remember him as an acquaintance somewhere down the line...but you don't expect to see him. Then almost out of thin air like a year later he walks back into your life. He is the same person you acquaintanceized with before, except he shows a bit of interest in you. So you talk. You learn that this guy has more in common with you than you think. Then your talking turns into light flirting. The light flirting, finally turns into "lets hang out this weekend, what are you doing friday?". Then it suddenly hits you that you have feelings for this person. Which if your are as lucky as I am, will soon turn into major flirting, ending with a kiss.
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Sep. 16th, 2005 @ 11:46 pm Red berets and rock n roll monkeys
Current Mood: nervousnervous
Have you ever tried to tell someone how you felt? You think carefully, and plan every sentence, every statement you are going to make. Once you know what you want to say, you rehearse it in your head a couple of times, you may even tell your best friend how its gonna go, exactly what will be said on your part. Then when it comes down the moment for you to whip out those words, and then the nervousness gets the best of you. Your breathing gets heavier, and you feel the heart in your chest beating upon the inside of your skin, your hands start shaking, it kinda has the same effect as a glass of water during an earthquake. All of a sudden you can only remember bits and peices of your verbal masterpeice. Its going to a blank, and you feel extraordinarily dumb. There are some umm's....and ehhh's, some fumbling on your words. Finally the basic words to get your point across just spill out, but they don't sound as sweet as you wish. Your blood turns to ice, as you wait for something, you don't care what, just something. You mumble to yourself "Come On! just reject me or confess some hidden undying love, Something! ANYTHING!" Theres a long moment of silence and all he can do is blush, comment that hes flattered, and change the subject.

How is that supposed to make us feel. I don't know about you guys but it leaves me confused. Your almost left with this feeling of...emptyness. All the thoughts you spent on him, just kind of float out the window. You relationship wasn't that strong to begin with, you never hung out, you hardly saw him, and now you know it will be diminished...to nothing. You feel stupid, for possibly destroying something that may have been good. You feel broken, because you really liked him a lot. *le sigh*
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Sep. 15th, 2005 @ 01:17 pm Hurricanes are boring
Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: marios complaining
Yesterday was the longest day in the entire world. No joke....the longest...Mario and I were locked in my house all freaking day. yep. all day. borning.

We only lost power 3 times...once for about 45 minutes, once for about 5 seconds...and once in the middle of the night for i dont know how long...i just remember waking up to complete and total darkness.

This morning when I did my time in the "rain room" I was in complete darknesswell...not really complete darkness I had one candle lit on the back of the toliet...I tought it was really neat.
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Sep. 11th, 2005 @ 01:30 pm blah blah...weeeee
Current Mood: happyhappy
Current Music: Coldplay
Last night Paul and I went to see Coldplay in Raleigh. It was so awesome. I had so much fun...Paul I promise next time we will be closer.

Now I have to go get a hold of Mario b/c Danielle and I have decided to go to the beach after she gets off work.
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Sep. 9th, 2005 @ 12:44 am Alas!
Current Mood: annoyedannoyed
Current Music: milos purring
Compy was down all day yesterday and today...finally he connects to the internet. I with mr. internet would quit playing his hide and seek games they get quite frustrating when im trying to learn the truth of what happened to my paycheck.

I am getting really really annoyed with sears. Okay so randomly I dont get my paycheck(it comes in the mail). I wait a day maybe it is a day late. So the next day it isnt here...so i ask my manager about it. They have no idea where it is...so after a long time of searching for my money...I discover that sears has decided to create their own bank account for me and to deposit it to that...so now my money is in some bank account and I can't get ahold of it b/c i dont have a freaking card...and everytime i ask someone for help they tell me to ask someone else...and im getting really pissed. I'm going out of town saturday, and i dont have any freaking money for gas or anything b/c my moneys in some stupid account thats not mine. GRRRRR!!!!

on the bright side, mr. internet finally came out of hybernation. or however u spell it.
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Aug. 31st, 2005 @ 11:03 pm BIC mechanical pencils
Current Mood: mellowmellow- just kinda chillin
Current Music: Sum 41 ~peices
This afternoon I got so bored i spent over 2 hours in my old e-mail account from like a year ago just sorting through the 8 thousand and something emails...cha...that bored. I was suprised that it was still up...I checked...b/c I forget Denis's email...and i wondered if it was still in that old one...it is. Now I need to email him...and see where he's at and how hes doing...lol and non of you know who im talking about so I suppose you don't care.

okay...now you need to read a little convo I had with my mom a little while ago...I thought it was really funny.
The setting takes place in my kitchen...I had just finish giving Midaa this really nasty vitamin weird smelling brown jelly like stuff. I commented on how i felt sorry to the poor kitty for having to eat this crap
strange momma:Oh its not that bad...I think she even likes it
awesome Jenny: uh huh...sure
weird mother: have you ever read what's in this stuff?
uncaring Jenny: nope
funny mommy: well *picks up Nutra-Cal box* corn syrup....
theJenny: and...
silly mom: ....well....i dont think i'm gonna tell you the rest.

im sorry I just though that was really funny!
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Aug. 28th, 2005 @ 10:33 pm Runny Babbit
Overall summary:
1 black kitten, 4 black and white kittens, 1 dead kitten, and 1 very sick mother cat.
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Aug. 28th, 2005 @ 12:29 am Yesterday was my birthday
Current Mood: excitedexcited
Current Music: meows
Today...was the day after my birthday...so...it was quite interesting...lemme tell ya how it went.

9:50 wake up
10:00 Jenny and Danielle eat left over pizza
10:25 Midaa (mi gato) lets out a few awkward noises
10:30 Midaa's water breaks
11:50 Midaa starts going crazy, and makes very loud horrible noises
12:00 pure black kitten pops out of Midaa, and Mario comes over
12:30ish maybe...Paul comes over
1:00 waiting for 2nd kitten
2:00 still waiting for 2nd kitten
3:00 still waiting
3:30 Mario calls emergency vet hotline...b/c thats just wierd...they say this amount of time between kittens is abnormal...we need to bring cat to vet
4:00 Danielle and Jenny get Midaa and cute little black kitten to vet
vet takes a look at Midaa...decides everything is A okay
Mario decideds first kittens name should be lucky...lol
4:30 Sam comes over
5:15 second kitten finally decideds to come out and play
7:30ish maybe...Danielle needs to go home...so...sam and Jenny take her
Sam and Jenny drive to beach and get ice cream and go to store
9:00 Sam and Jenny get home to find two more kittens
9:10 Mario comes back
9:45ish fifth kitten pops out
11:00 Jenny decideds to do laundry and dishes
12:00 takes shower
12:30 gets on internet and begins to write about day
12:45 goes to check kittens...still five

Summary: There are 5 kittens...one plain black and four black & white. It really doesn't look like Midaa's done with her kitty birth...I'll keep updated.
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